Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Potpourri

Guess what?! I wrote an e-mail to my fave hockey player, the super-freakin-awesome Cammi Granato, and she wrote back!! I am so happy! It was just a little e-mail, but still awesome! This is what she wrote:
"Thanks for the email. It feels really good to finally get a gold. We
have come so close for so long, so you can imagine how excited we are!
take care,
Cammi"
Eek! hehehe Psych. I had written to her to congratulate her and her teammates on their recent IIHF World Championship first place. They have been second place to Canada for NINE YEARS and they finally got it this year!
On sunday, my friend Rita had her piano recital. She was very good! She played a beautiful song called "Chaconne" by Arthur Durand I think his name was. Then afterwards we went to see a movie "The Interpreter." I couldn't understand anything anyone was saying lol but it seemed interesting.
I deleted my rant from the other day because things are now patched up and I didn't want something negative staying permanently on my blog.
Oh I was going to write more but all the sudden sleepiness hit me, so I will go to bed and write some other time :-) Adieu

Monday, April 25, 2005

boys are icky

I have a problem, and I don't know how to approach it. I have a guy friend. I think he likes me, but I'm not sure. I like him alot, it's hard not to, but I try because I know for many reasons a relationship wouldn't work out. I don't ask him how he feels, because I am not really one to talk about feelings; it makes me uncomfortable. Plus, what if I did ask him, and he said an answer I didn't want to hear? What would I then say?
Oh for pete's sake!
You see, this is why I like being alone. It's just a whole lot easier, I can't get hurt, I get to have by-myself-enjoying-being-single moments, there's no sharing feelings, and I'm happy. Everybody says I should have a boyfriend, that they'll set me up, but I don't want to change! I'm a loner...and I like being alone. Not lonely, cause I have lots of family and friends, but just alone.
So there. Hmph. Excuse me while I go have my stubborn pout someplace else.

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Animal Cruelty

The darkness was complete, as if an all-encompassing blanket lay over the world, cushioning the sleeping beings with comforted thoughts and sweet dreams. Even the twinkling lights in the city seemed less numerous, that night, and less sure in their ability to pierce the night skies with unnatural flickering light. No sound was to be heard either, only the occasional twittering of a bird, quickly silenced by the disapproving glares that seemed to hang in the moonless skies. It was a sound of a car engine that finally broke the deep silence, spluttering and growling like a wild beast, and in select beds around the suburbs of Bristol, people murmured, turning over in their sleep, or fumbled for a light switch, cursing the man who had dared to shatter the peace.

The vehicle gave a final cough, before settling into a smoother, though still stuttering drone, and a large dog quivered excitedly on the rear seat, its darkly hued pelt near black under the sparse starlight. With a harsh stamp from its driver, the car jerked into motion, trundling up the cul-de-sac lane before turning and setting off at a swift and steady pace along the street.

The main road was devoid of life but for the old vehicle and its bad-tempered driver, and the only witnesses to them the few sleepy-eyed livestock that raised their heads blearily, before returning them once more to a relaxed position. With an agitated whimper, the canine placed its sizeable fore-paws on the window, honey coloured eyes peering through reflections on the glass, eagerly drinking in the unfamiliar settings, and the sky, as black as the well of a weasel's eye still. A harsh yell from the front seat caused it to recoil as if physically struck, jumping back from the window and readjusting his position, placing it's head on the worn leather with a sigh.

The dog's name was Blitzen, a cross-breed between a German shepherd and something indistinct that his owners could not recall. He was one now, and the endearing features for which he had been impulsively bought had faded. He was no more than a discarded toy now, as each member of the household shunned their duties until finally, one of them had made the decision that was going to change Blitzen's life, forever.

The landscape around became more urban then, though Blitzen did not recognise it. He had risen to his feet once more, though he knew better than to resume their position on the glass, that would be asking for trouble, in any case, he had a good enough view from where he sat, watching houses flying past, a satisfyingly ghostly sight, lit with flickering street-lamps. He whined, tiring of the journey, and anxious to know it's end.

With an unsettling jolt and a final wheeze, the vehicle halted. The residential areas they had travelled through had faded now, and the only witnesses to the scene below were the stars, glimmering anxiously in the sky. The man swung open the door, slamming it shut with a force that made the canine jump and tremble. Rough hands fumbled around his neck, as his owner removed the thick leather collar, replacing it with a length of cord.

Blitzen's excitement was waning now, replaced by a fearful apprehension, something wasn't right, something had gone wrong. He felt a jerk on the rope and leapt from the car, tasting the chilling night air with flared nostrils. There was another yank then, and another, but nowhere to move to, and then the man moved away, the makeshift leash no longer in his hands.

Confused, Blitzen tried to follow, but something held him back, something that made the twine dig cruelly into his neck, something that stopped him from following his master. He yelped in surprise, pulling again, just to receive the same painful sensation. Slowly, it dawned on him, and his eyes filled with dismay, as much as he feared the man, he couldn't leave him here! He barked loudly as the car rumbled into action once more, and an angry voice met his, a command that registered itself vaguely in his mind, and he sat.

As the motor faded into the darkness, Blitzen realised it was too late, but he could not give in. He lunged forward, ignoring the twinge as the rope bit into his flesh, struggling against the cord as if it were a living beast, yelping, barking and biting, until it rose in a cacophony of sound above the city. Nobody woke.

Friday, April 22, 2005

Happy Earth Day!

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

Just A Little Crush

You know how in "Sleepless in Seattle" Annie hears this man on the radio and falls in love with him even though she's never met him? Even though she knows it's crazy, she's just got this nagging feeling that won't go away. And they did, in fact, turn out to be...I don't know, was it in love??? Or just infatuation? That is my point here...is there love at first sight? Or like "Big Fish" when Edward Bloom sees Sandra Templeton and says "You don't know me, but I love you. And I will marry you!" They end up being together for the rest of their lives. How do you KNOW that it's love at first sight, and not just a crush? What's the difference? It is driving me absolutely crazy because my skeptical, logical side is battling with this ridiculous, unfounded obsession I have with a guy which I cannot common-sense my way out of. I want to go see him! I want to go half-way across the country and say "Hi, you don't know me, but I love you!" I want to shake his hand. I want to look into his eyes and hear his voice once again. I want to kiss him! But I won't ever do any of that because that would be stupid...and I am left to wonder, for the rest of my life, "Was it love?" "What could have been?"

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Thoughtful

You know how people never pick up coins they see on the ground? They think, "Eh, just a penny, not worth bending down to pick up." Well I have an experiment of sorts. I am picking up every single coin I see (even the yucky ones) to prove that it really is worth it because they all add up. I treat it as "Hey! Free money!" So, of course, I'm always walking around looking at the ground, picking up things. Most people would say, "Gosh, you're weird!" but not my best friend Rita! She made me a coin jar!


Isn't she awesome? :-)

The Amazing Meganame Generator

My results:

Your movie star name: Cookie Frank
Your fashion designer name is Ann Prague
Your socialite name is Mousie Chicago
Your fly girl / guy name is A Qui
Your detective name is Cat Prosper
Your barfly name is Strawberry Bacardi
Your soap opera name is Marie Cindy Lane
Your rock star name is Reeses Ferrari
Your Star Wars name is Annluc Quivin
Your punk rock band name is The Amorous Globe

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Monday, April 18, 2005

Faces at JC Penney's

My brother and I went with my mom to JC Penney's today. They are having a big sale - plus my mom had a coupon for an extra 20% sale price. Oh yeah. As you can see, I come from a long line of expert bargain shoppers. I try to do them proud! My brother needed to buy a suit and a belt, so he went to the men's department. My mom went to the women's department, and I looked at junior's (which I'm thinking I'm starting to out-grow) and shoes.
I was browsing and who walks by me? Coach of the local junior league hockey team, Tony Curtale. They are my fave team - they're awesome! The best in the league. I used to go to their games all the time (I've stopped recently in an attempt to budget my money). Really no point in this story, I just thought it was amusing. Especially seeing him in casual clothes, as I am used to a suit and tie. Hm. *shrugs*
Then, I go to check out and recognize the cashier instantly - my best friend Jane whom I lost touch with and haven't seen in 10 years!! It was like "Wow!" I think it was fate that I met her again, because it was completely by chance I went to that cash register. I am so happy to see her again, she was a great person. Of course we exchanged e-mails, and I can't wait to catch up on the past 10 years!
I've bought a whole bunch of clothes (and a new pair of sandals) and now I am satisfied - all set for summer :-) Oh except for a bathing suit - but I doubt I will find one, I am so picky about bathing suits.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

I Learned A New Word Today

Bush is a demagogue.

Pucker Up

My friend Kristin gave me this tip for chapped lips - put lotion on them. It works! If you constantly bite your lips - like moi - it helps you to stop too cuz it tastes nasty heh